Ｉ have travel so far jus to meet up v him. GOsh..
WHen i reach there, he is stil so slim and smart.
But i hate his hair.. is too long. since he is no longer my boy, i shouldnt complain much too.
As usual i make him wait for me like half hour. When i am in his car, he jus keep singing his song. What come from his mouth is thta, we had been a long time never chat, tat y, we have no topic to chat. Have to warm up first. I ｒｅｓｐｅｃｔ ｈｉｍ ａ ｌｏｔ. ｓｏ ｉ ｋｅｅｐ ｍｙ ｍｏｕｔｈ ｓｈｕｔ. Ｔｈａｔ ｎｉｔｅ, ｗｅ ｅａｔ ｉｎ ａ ｓｈｏｐ ｎｅａｒ ｋｏｔａ ｌａｋｓａｍａｎａ. ｉ ｆｏｒｇｅｔ ｔｈｅ ｎａｍｅ ｏｆ ｔｈｅ ｓｈｏｐ. Ｈｅ ｗａｎｎａ ｔａｓｔｅ ｍｙ ｃｕｒｒｙ ｍｅｅ, ｔｈｅｒｅｆｏｒｅ, ｈｅ ｕｓｅｄ ｈｉｓ ｏｗｎ ｃｈｏｐｓｔｉｃｋ ａｎｄ ｓｐｏｏｎ. ｉ ｆｅｅｌ ｉ ａｍ ｎｏｔ ｂｅｌｏｎｇ ｔｏ ｈｉｍ ａｎｙｍｏｒｅ. "ｈｅ ｉｓ ｎｏ ｌｏｎｇｅｒ ｃａｒｅ ｆｏｒ ｍｅ ａｎｄ ｔｒｅａｔ ｍｅ ａｓ ｈｉｓ ｇｉｒｌ ａｎｙｍｏｒｅ.' Ｔｈｉｓ ｓｅｎｔｅｎｃｅ ｋｅｅｐ ｃｏｍｉｎｇ ｏｕｔ ｆｒｏｍ ｍｙ ｍｉｎｄ.
Ｔｈｅｎ ｗｅ ｍａｎａｇｅ ｔｏ ｗａｌｋ ｂｙ ｔｈｅ ｂｅａｃｈ...
ｗｅ ｓｅｅ ｐｅｏｐｌｅ ｐｌａｙｉｎｇ ｋｉｔｅ ｂｅｓｉｄｅ ｔｈｅ ｂｅａｃｈ
Ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔ ｉｓ ｊｕｓ ｗａｔｃｈｉｎｇ ｐｐｌ, ｉ ｓｔｉｌｌ ｆｅｅｌ ｗｅ ａｒｅ ｃｌｏｓｅ ｔｏ ｅａｃｈ ｏｔｈｅｒ.
ｔｈｅ ｎｅｘｔ ｓｔｅｐ ｗｅ ｄｏ, ｉｓ ｔｏ ｗａｌｋ ａｌｏｎｇ ｔｈｅ ｂｅａｃｈ. Ｍｙ ｓｔｕｐｉｄ ｌｅｇ ｗａｓ ｄａｍｎ ｐａｉｎ ａｔ ｔｈａｔ ｔｉｍｅ ｃａｕｓｅ ｓｔａｎｄ ｔｏｏ ｌｏｎｇ. Ｓｏ ｈｅ ｓｅｇｇｅｓｔｅｄ ｍｅ ｔｏ ｓｉｔ ｏｎ ｔｈｅ ｓｔｏｎｅ ｂｅｓｉｄｅ ｔｈｅ ｂｅａｃｈ. ｗｅ ｓｉｔ ｂａｃｋ ｔｏ ｅａｃｈ ｏｔｈｅｒ. ｉ ｃａｎ ｆｅｅｌ ｈｉｓ ｈｅａｒｔ ｂｅａｔｉｎｇ, ｎ ｉ ｈｅａｒｔ ｍｙ ｈｅａｒｔ ｂｅａｔ ｍｏｒｅ ｆａｓｔｅｒ ｔｈａｎ ｈｉｍ...ｗｅ ｋｅｅｐ ｓｉｌｅｎｃｅ ｆｏｒ ａ ｗｈｉｌｅ.. Ａｔ ｔｈａｔ ｔｉｍｅ, ｉ ｆｅｅｌ ｌｉｋｅ ｈｕｇｇｉｎｇ ｈｉｍ.. ｉ ｍｉｓｓ ｈｉｍ ｖｅｒ ｍｕｃｈ. ｎｏｔ ｍｕｃｈ ｔｉｍｅ, ｗｅ ｓｔａｒｔ ｔｏ ｔａｌｋ.. ｉ ｓｉｎｇ ａ ｓｏｎｇ ｔｏ ｈｉｍ. ＢＡＢＹ, Ｉｍ ＳＯＲＲＹ
ｉ ｄｕｎｏ ｗｈｅｔｈｅｒ ｈｅ ｇｅｔ ｉｔ ｏｒ ｎｏｔ.. ｂｕｔ, ｉ ａｍ ｊｕｓｔ ｔｒｙｉｎｇ ｔｏ ｅｓｘｐｒｅｓｓ ｍｙ ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ ｔｏｗａｒｄｓ ｈｉｍ.
Ｔｈｅｎ ｈｅ ｔｏｌｄ ｍｅ ｓｏｍｅ ｓｔｏｒｙ ａｂｏｕｔ ｈｉｓ ｃｏｍｐａｎｙ ｌｉｆｅ,ｗｏｒｋｉｎｇ ｌｉｆｅ ａｎｄ ａｎｏｔｈｅｒ ｇｉｒｌ ａｐｐｅａｒｅｄ ｉｎ ｈｉｓ ｌｉｆｅ. Believe me...
That the time my tears pouring down. i canot do anything to control it.. indeed, i am so jealous and sad. i feel like some1 is gonna forever missing in my life..
no one will ever called me baby anymore, no one will make decision for me anymore........
i am restless... to be brave, i wipe off my tears and pretend nothing happened..
Things seem to move fast..
i hug him from his back. He ask me: since u are so in love v me, why should we break up?
i keep silence... i wanna tell him... i love him... my devil keep pressing my heart to hide from him... SOme kids come to us and move our sight.. we change topic and move to the crab they are looking for..
Then, we stated with the topic again..
How was things runnig in life. so on and so forth.
'what size are u wearing?' This is some questions that he won ask me for so many years. i told him about it.. Then onli i knwo y.. cause the girl had talk about this v her. i am again jealous..
i can see tender from his eyes.. he is still so charming and pleasant...
i follow him to his friend's house......... then back to Tesco.. it was so cold inside and i am shivering. He hug me at last ..to keep me warm..
i know he will be my man ..
YEs, he is my man..
the one who can give me comfort and warm me..
heart beat rapidly incease to 100 pulse a min...
then back to his house..
A stay in his house..
he was so gentle that nite.. thought we didnt do anything, but i knw the hug that he give was the best ever in my 24 years old life.. i will never forget the hug... n the kiss....
The next morning, i had a breakfast that full of love.. chesse spagetti with meatball. no doubt, i love it. then we move to his new house. HE kiss me again and i can feel lots of love.. i know he love me.. n i know i love him too..
THE HUG N THE KISS.. i know i will never forget..
i tell him everything between me n ken.
i know he is so piss off. cause he thinks that he has been cheated. Its not easy to b the main character to the third party.. i m so sorry... we give each other 2 years to settle our life... 2 years... is long yet short.. what will happen in this 2 years time?
bunch of girls surrounding him..
anything will happen... SOmemore there is a girl who in love v him...
cute and pretty...
what should i do?
but i really enjoy the day...... although is sad to say good bye to his...
he give me a warm goodbye kiss and a hug for the segregate. i cried..........
tat the end of the day......
baby.. i love u... i wanna be with u...
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