i m mad of everything in my life...

When i woke up yesterday, i saw fb was full of Alvis Kong news. he is so loving but yet stupid..

22 Years Old Malaysian Alvis Kong Committing Suicide For The One He Love

22 Years Old Malaysian Alviss Kong Committing Suicide For The One He Love

Source from Chinapress.com and Joshuaongys.com

At around 9.50PM on Wednesday night, he posted a message on Facebook saying that ..

t0night 12.00 am. you wil knew whether its true or prank

Then later on at 11.00 PM, he posted another message on Facebook ..

Hope everyone will take care of their beloved one…Do not let them slip away from u before it’s too late !

15 minutes later, he posted another message ..

Count Down For 45 Mins…What should i do in this 45 mins ?

Alvis Kong & his baby

Alvis Kong officially announced and started his relationship with his girlfriend on the 26th of July 2010 and the whole relationship lasted only 4 months where it ended early this month. This is ONLY Alvis’s second relationship and he’s ONLY 22.
He got rejected 5 times by this girl before he finally manage to couple with her for 4 months.

Alvin Crying picture before he died

Alvis Kong wrote his last note before he died in Facebook – Link

Life is so short. he is only 22. However, i alute his courage to do this act. A 22 years old boy got the courage to jump from a 14 floor apartmeent. He dont care about the consequence that will happen and face all his problem himself. Bravo.

After praising him, i need to say that he is stupid. waht a stupid dump shit who is selfish and excessiive self centered. his behavior is over his limitation. He didnt care ahbout his parents who raise him up for 22 years. the money, the energy, the spirit, the love...... no brain.. dump shit...

The saying goes:You cannot always control what goes on outside. But you can always control what goes on inside.He can control the devil that push him to die. He can control everything.. but y?

i m jus a normal girl..
i m selfish? i think so.. i cruel.... always make my mom sad. always self centered..
but, i am sad... jus dreaming about having a bright future.. but, i cant make it
i cant do anyhtign but jus to stay at home and wait for the stupid posting.
why cant i join private UNi? y cant i join private instituition and center? y should i always ned to folow what i dun like.. the path have been walk by them... why should i follow their footstep?
why should i ............

life is torturing me...
i hate my lifestyle now..
no date, no friend, no nothing..
why i dont have the courage to jump down like aLVIS?
i hate myself..... jus hate....