depression

good to be gf of someone..
but is not a good thing to be a gf of 2 ppl..
but, life is happy v someone who is outgoing
i enjoy my life now..

longing for someone

i miss some1.. i wanna meet him.. but i cant... parents not allow... wat to do?

24-12-10 christmas eve

Christmas eve is a day where we should happily eating on a dinner table and sing along to celebrate the festival commemorating the birth of Jesus of Nazareth. It is a culturally significant celebration for most of the Western world and is widely observed as a full or partial holiday in anticipation of Christmas.(taken form wikipedia) but for me, is something in my heart, but nothing in my realistic life. i wake up early in the morning, together with my mom, we send tang yuan for my little brother.cause he dodnt come back for winter solstice. After we bring the thing to him, mom went to meet up with a professor. We chit chat about some pre- school thing and after that, we went to TESCO. This is my first time to shop in TEsco.. haha. not bad. A very good experience.. i bought 1 skirt and 2 shirt.. it only cost 20++. CHeap. then back to YEE po house, eat.. sister bring me to boston, a very famous shop to eat their food... not bad.. esp the fried sotong and lala.. love it... THen, after we went back home at 11.i went out to yam cha v eason, hoong sheng , xin ying, eileen and yuh lit. it is also a small celebration for eileen for her birthday.. COol and warm.. after that,, sleep .... ( today did a small quarrel with ken)

christmas celebration

He did it to my house and we went to sunway for a walk n shopping... His brother wanna get some new year clothes... Thought is a simple and casual christmas celebration( cause we had our lunch in T-bowl) but, it really mean to me a lot. In T-bowl, he ordered fooods and beverage for both of us and we enjoyed eating those shit on the toilet bowl.wat a smell... hahaha... After shitting, we went for shopping. Is a pleasure and a torture to shop v him n his brother.(haha.. cause they will survey and hold for the first time and come back again after they finish walking) but, is a good exercise though... Then baby make a vow infront of the shit that he won disappointed me.. is that shit? he always come out with these shit idea.. wahhaha.. but cute and special.. time passed... its time to send me home again for my friends bachelor nite. Baby trained me in the car cause i will be the MC tonite for the party.. is COol Yet frightening.. cause these uncles and aunties in Jenjarom is crazy yet threatening. Once u say something worng, they will bull u... yish~~ i mentioned the wrong surname, and they bulll me.. YISH YISH YISH.... finally it finish~ that for the day~ is a tiring day, but is a happy day~

we meet for the second time...

Thanks to Yee Fan make me canceled my class but end up waited him till 12 to get myself to Melacca. So angry... Meet him at MElacca sentral. He had a new hair cut. Make him look younger. He purposely come to fetch me to his new home. great~
reached his house. erm.. New house new smell. But, old furniture. haha... his parents is still the same them, his little brother is still the ah He, He is still my baby. So cute and adorable. we had lunch together with his mom oily but awesome dishes and coconut drinks. My first trial to have lunch with his whole family... COool... After filling our stomach, we fetch his bro to busstop and at the same time buy ticket for me to go home. it only have 3 times: 8:30, 12:30 and 8:30pm. Of course, i choose 12:30 lo... Then we wait until ah He2 bus depart, we started our journey to pahlawan. Baby wanna buy his dream lamp. i think is a bit small n not so dreamy... but he like it very much.. erm.. i respect his decision. As long as he like, n it didnt offense me, i should support him.. tat is wat i will do in the future. So, without hesitation, he bought the lamp. He told me is a gift from his colleague... how nice.. ooo
wat about me? wat is my gift? Act i have gone to Harvey Norman to look at the price of the fan. Gosh, so pricy. i couldn't afford to gift a 199 fan to him... Hai... thought of buying others things for him.. we walk walk and see see after we buy the lamp. i wanna buy something cheap but nice for my new year attire cause b4 this i have bought 2 blouse for 199 ad.. no doubt... i need to choose some lesss expensive stuff for myself..
he was so cute when he was there to see i come out from the fitting room. If is a nice skirt, he will nod his head. if is not a nice dress or shirt, he will smile and make his eyes big n look at me v his most innocent eyes.. wat a cute guy..
at last, i buy a shirt. i thought he will pay for me.. BUt no... i pay myself. i tell him how i feel.. maybe he feel guilty, he say he will pay me bak.. haha.. He is damn adorable... started to in love v him again..
Time flies, hungry again. needa go home.
Reached, his mom was so mad at us. Ask me y we are so late, where have we been, what the hell we come back so late? ad tell him we need to help them in moving some stuffs and soso ...
i am so guilty..
After dinner,i did help them out in moving their house.. fun.. but heavy...then time to sleep...
waiting him in his romantic room... sleepy.... nite~

reunion dinner

Had planned a reunion dinner for such a long time and at last.. we managed to took a nice n peaceful dinner at palate palatte restaurant. Is so nice and comfort v all my friends.. sharing their thought and fooling around...
Palate palatte restaurant is a creative restaurant. But, the food is aweful.. n so expensive.. but the potion is little.. i ordered a pasta carbonara.. damn it... it taste aweful... indeed, have a great time there...

is not a good way

Ah Bao..
U say talk nicely to them... how come it turned out to be that way de.... shit...
i dad wanna give me up ad..
he dunwan me ad...
so sad..
he so angry jus now n scolded me..
he say he wan me to become a teacher n that the final deal
he shouted at me .......
i didnt shout back..
but, i feel so sad..........
how come things become like tat?